Saturday, December 01, 2007
Don't Remember when i last wrote
Today i realised it got to me that i am going to get married to Shraddha Bhatnagar...
Now who is she where should i start describing her
Let me start with BCA where i first met her she came to class with a hot girl but i was looking at her never told her but i was always having a feeling for her... don't know maybe i was looking for a frnd in her or maybe love but don't know what exactly happened but we started talking and i realized i loved talking to her... i loved spending time with her... which went for about a year... during which i just loved talking to her... then one day we proposed to each other i did it as it was my first time and also i was excited to know what love is little did i know that love is something you don't do to understand it... but once i committed i started getting away from her Love became a torture for me ... it made me things i didn't want to do then... i was really very angry with myself why do i have to go into love like this i wanted to be free i wanted to get away from all this...
And i did took some drastic steps for doing it... which were wrong and very mean but i was not able to think of anything else... i had one thing in mind i had to become something in life and love was making me slow... i never thought what will happen to shraddha and i am really sorry for that till now
then came a phase were i really wanted to enjoy and be free again love was hindrance because i whenever i was enjoying i was really missing her and that made me more mad as i wanted to enjoy and also missed her at the same time i was not able to figure out what was happening to me
Slowly i inched to a job but here also it was as if i wanted to climb up and then go for love and marriage i was wrong again u can't get away from love and finally i subsided ... to marriage...but now i realised in all this it was always me and me...
i was always thinking of myself and not my love shraddha... she was always there and she made this possible ... i don't know i just want to keep her happy and some how i always fail at it... i always want to give her happiness and i always land up in getting tears...
I promise myself one thing whatever happens i will always love her very much and keep her happy .........
LOVE YOU My Darling Shraddha
Just want to get married
Ur and Only Urs
Vaibhav Bhargava
Now who is she where should i start describing her
Let me start with BCA where i first met her she came to class with a hot girl but i was looking at her never told her but i was always having a feeling for her... don't know maybe i was looking for a frnd in her or maybe love but don't know what exactly happened but we started talking and i realized i loved talking to her... i loved spending time with her... which went for about a year... during which i just loved talking to her... then one day we proposed to each other i did it as it was my first time and also i was excited to know what love is little did i know that love is something you don't do to understand it... but once i committed i started getting away from her Love became a torture for me ... it made me things i didn't want to do then... i was really very angry with myself why do i have to go into love like this i wanted to be free i wanted to get away from all this...
And i did took some drastic steps for doing it... which were wrong and very mean but i was not able to think of anything else... i had one thing in mind i had to become something in life and love was making me slow... i never thought what will happen to shraddha and i am really sorry for that till now
then came a phase were i really wanted to enjoy and be free again love was hindrance because i whenever i was enjoying i was really missing her and that made me more mad as i wanted to enjoy and also missed her at the same time i was not able to figure out what was happening to me
Slowly i inched to a job but here also it was as if i wanted to climb up and then go for love and marriage i was wrong again u can't get away from love and finally i subsided ... to marriage...but now i realised in all this it was always me and me...
i was always thinking of myself and not my love shraddha... she was always there and she made this possible ... i don't know i just want to keep her happy and some how i always fail at it... i always want to give her happiness and i always land up in getting tears...
I promise myself one thing whatever happens i will always love her very much and keep her happy .........
LOVE YOU My Darling Shraddha
Just want to get married
Ur and Only Urs
Vaibhav Bhargava
